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I also want to remember that it was raining on Lady's last night. But the next day was sunny, and for the past three days it was sunny too. Today, Wednesday, it's cloudy. I look at Lady's picture, the one Sera took when we were giving her her bath. And I am most afraid of forgetting everything about her. It's only been four days since she died, and slowly, the memories are already threatening to grow fuzzy.


I want to remember that Lady shivered a bit and looked around in a slightly scared way, when she first entered the vet's, before the first sedative. She knew she was in the vet's, and she always gets a bit scared there. But the vet said she was a 'tough dog' because she wasn't crying even though she was so wasted. She just lay there quietly.

The ashes must have come back from the vet already.